by Nicky Hamid
https://www.facebook.com/nicky.hamid.5
Why does what I have released keep coming back?
Many of you now are at the place where you still doubt that you have progressed in your awareness. “I’ve done all these things so you don’t have to tell me to breathe, to etc, etc..........I have done all of this, I know what gets me back to my balance.
A question commonly asked of me however is “Why are all these distractions coming up now. Do I still have karma to clear, past misqualifications of energy to release? But I have released these things whether they are physical restraints, or old games that you played. I have let them go but they are coming back. Why are they coming back? I know that I am the Master of my experience, I know I am a sovereign being.”
A simple really unsatisfactory answer would be “because you allow it”. But you know this.
https://www.facebook.com/nicky.hamid.5
Why does what I have released keep coming back?
Many of you now are at the place where you still doubt that you have progressed in your awareness. “I’ve done all these things so you don’t have to tell me to breathe, to etc, etc..........I have done all of this, I know what gets me back to my balance.
A question commonly asked of me however is “Why are all these distractions coming up now. Do I still have karma to clear, past misqualifications of energy to release? But I have released these things whether they are physical restraints, or old games that you played. I have let them go but they are coming back. Why are they coming back? I know that I am the Master of my experience, I know I am a sovereign being.”
A simple really unsatisfactory answer would be “because you allow it”. But you know this.
It is time to look at how deep those parts of you are for them to come back for another conscious look. Sometimes when you say “I release karma, past patterns” it releases a whole complex of beliefs and attitudes of what you know and what you understand. And sometimes there is a conditioning from so many lifetimes, or a belief that is so deeply entrenched through having repeated it over lifetimes. Sometimes in order to see how these things have served you they need to come back and play with you so that you are truly aware that it is still there. And it becomes a bit frustrating because you say you are a master and at this stage of your progression, with your awareness and being in this New Energy, that these things should not be there.
So the first thing to do is to take away the judgement of “if I let it go then it should not be here. I must be doing something wrong for it to come back”. Everything is here now for your enlightenment, everything now is about integration, accepting and allowing. This is all enlightenment is, it is that simple. And it’s about doing all those things with that absolute self Love.
So if something is coming back it is only coming back so that you can have a greater awareness of it. So that you can love it and so that you can accept it even more. You see sometimes it is not about clearing or releasing it, it is about saying “Yes, that has been part of my experience, but I can accept it with honour. I can now look at it without the judgement of I did this wrong, I wish it wasn’t here, I wish it never had been there.”
Feel back over this lifetime of things you have done that you are not so proud of (and things you were entirely proud of) and see that it was just experience. It is not about wrong or right choices or decisions. It is about saying ”Look at the experience I created”. And you can feel back across lifetimes and you can see all those amazing experiences you created. Not to judge them, but to observe them. Stand back from yourself and say I created it all. When I left (forgot) the Oneness to answer the question “Who am I? I also accepted the invitation “What can I be?”. So all of it has been me playing with that question “Who am I? and the acceptance of the invitation “What can I be?”. This is all that the experience means.
We have been conditioned to believe it was a test to earn the right to “heaven”, to fit into a model of mass consciousness, to say your life should be like this because then you are a success if not you are a failure. The point being that if I am not this and not enlightened, then I am still struggling. I am still a failure. But it is about our knowing that there is no right or wrong. This was just the energy of duality that we created on this planet and played with in the gaming field we cocreated, and we are finished with that game. We have had all the experience we needed and we can now honour and love ourselves for how well we played it and how we have grown (expanded).
Awesome.
I wonder what kind of magnificent game we are going to create now?
I So Love You
So the first thing to do is to take away the judgement of “if I let it go then it should not be here. I must be doing something wrong for it to come back”. Everything is here now for your enlightenment, everything now is about integration, accepting and allowing. This is all enlightenment is, it is that simple. And it’s about doing all those things with that absolute self Love.
So if something is coming back it is only coming back so that you can have a greater awareness of it. So that you can love it and so that you can accept it even more. You see sometimes it is not about clearing or releasing it, it is about saying “Yes, that has been part of my experience, but I can accept it with honour. I can now look at it without the judgement of I did this wrong, I wish it wasn’t here, I wish it never had been there.”
Feel back over this lifetime of things you have done that you are not so proud of (and things you were entirely proud of) and see that it was just experience. It is not about wrong or right choices or decisions. It is about saying ”Look at the experience I created”. And you can feel back across lifetimes and you can see all those amazing experiences you created. Not to judge them, but to observe them. Stand back from yourself and say I created it all. When I left (forgot) the Oneness to answer the question “Who am I? I also accepted the invitation “What can I be?”. So all of it has been me playing with that question “Who am I? and the acceptance of the invitation “What can I be?”. This is all that the experience means.
We have been conditioned to believe it was a test to earn the right to “heaven”, to fit into a model of mass consciousness, to say your life should be like this because then you are a success if not you are a failure. The point being that if I am not this and not enlightened, then I am still struggling. I am still a failure. But it is about our knowing that there is no right or wrong. This was just the energy of duality that we created on this planet and played with in the gaming field we cocreated, and we are finished with that game. We have had all the experience we needed and we can now honour and love ourselves for how well we played it and how we have grown (expanded).
Awesome.
I wonder what kind of magnificent game we are going to create now?
I So Love You